Love Birds

You'd think this would be an easy one, you post a picture, you say we're expecting or something fun and that's that.. this is different.     This is our new addition, Liam likes to call it Bean Bean and we decided it kind of stuck. So, this is Bean Bean. For some close family and close friends, you already knew about this but unlike Liam and unlike Gabriel, this was hard for me to post. Don't get me wrong, I can't even tell you how excited I am for another baby!! But I felt like I couldn't just post a picture and say "yup, here we are" I had mixed feelings. I  remember  wanting to wait with Gabriel, I told myself I wanted to wait until I "knew I wouldn't miscarry" until I "knew it was safe" but I've realized that every life is precious and I'm really glad we celebrated Gabriel no mater how short a life he had and I can't imagine going through all we did with out the support we got. So I moved past tha...

If you told me five years ago about half my trials I would experience just in this year, I would tell you that you have the wrong person, I'd tell you I'm not strong enough and there's just no way. Then if you told me about a year after that, I'd tell you I could maybe deal with those trials but only because I met a man, a man that I ended up marrying and who helps me through every trial in my life with a caring heart for me and a never ending faith. Then, as if I wasn't lucky enough to catch such a great guy, three years ago today, he chose me to have for eternity. I get this amazing man for all of this life and then forever! I remember that day like yesterday... maybe even better than that ;) I remember there was A LOT of things on that day that probably could have stressed me out, but some how they just didn't seem to mater, I remember that we had a dinner set up (since we got sealed later in the day) and on our actual wedding day I was worried about all thos...