Love Birds

Hey Everyone, So today has been a rough one.. you know the one, the day where you can't stop crying or you can't stop hurting? Any way, I don't know what it is about Easter but I always seem to miss Gabriel more, and now that I'm pregnant with Audrie and she is almost where I was when I lost Gabriel, I find myself thinking about him even more. So I guess this is less of a "hey world, here I am" post and more of a "sending my thoughts to Heaven and Gabriel" post so here goes that... Dear Gabriel.. I thought of you today, I think of you every day. The moments we could of had with you, how old you would be, did I do the right thing in having you when I did. Most days I get by, I can fight... Today, I lost... I thought about a few things but with Easter I also thought about the Savior and this is what I decided. No one in the WORLD understands that the pictures I take at the grave mean everything to me because they are the only ones I can ...