Love Birds

Hey Everyone, I know it's been a while and honestly I don't really have the time for blogging nor do I enjoy it too much these days lol but I thought I owe it to myself and to the memory of my child to write on here again. I'm not writing this for the nosy, I'm not writing this to prove I can, I'm writing this for me and that feels pretty good so read if you want, or don't if you don't want, but this is for me and maybe those who I don't even know have gone through this and need help. This is hard for me, I surprised myself by wanting to write this today of all days because.. well .. today has been extremely hard and do you know what sucks about that? Someone could say "Why?" or "What happened today that made it so hard?" ... I wouldn't have an answer. Some days I make it through and some days I have to pray just to get out of my bed and stop crying. For those of you who know us well, by now, you know we have just lost our bab...